Friday, August 21, 2009

Fasting month starts tomorrow, and all I can think about is how I'm going to keep up my weekly 60km. I hate my selfish self. Why do I not appreciate the holiness of this sacred month of Ramadhan, where people bond and find themselves spiritually through the act of fasting and of prayer? I really used to be able to - it would come easily, the search for solitude, the self-complacency after a whole day of denying food and drink. And now, now what? All I can think of is _____ and ______.

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God please let me find you again.. I know you are waiting.

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