Wednesday, May 27, 2009

It's funny how some things never change

Friday, May 15, 2009

Translation

Sarah, elle est belle mais seulement quand elle pleure (Sarah she is beautiful but only when she cries)
Quand elle voit sa mère au fond d'son verre (When she sees her mother at the base of her glass)
Et ce, quelque soit l'heure (Sounds weird when translated)
J'ai vu tellement de feux éteints dans les yeux de Sarah (I saw dull lights in the eyes of Sarah)
Et la peur des lendemains, bien cachée dans sa voix (and the fear of days to come, well hidden in her voice)
Alors pourquoi moi? (So why me?_

On peut la voir sourire parfois depuis que son père dort (One can see her smile sometimes since her father died)
Il était bien trop triste et bien trop fort mais depuis qu'il est mort (He was very sad and very strong but since he died)
Sarah sait qu'il existe sous les cerisiers blancs (Sarah knows that he still lives under the white cherry trees)
L'espoir d'un reve égoïste de vivre seulement (The hope of a selfish dream to live alone)

Alors pourquoi moi? (So why me)
Alors pourquoi moi?

J'ai eu la vie facile mais je n'servais à rien (I had an easy life but it was for nothing)
Puis j'ai partagé sa peine,aujourd'hui je suis quelqu'un (Then I shared her pain and today I am somebody)
Sarah,reine des femmes,devant elle je m'incline (Sarah, queen of women, before her I bow)
Car je peux voir ce matin un ange dans ma cuisine (Because I can see this morning an angel in my kitchen)

Sarah elle est belle mais seulement quand elle est nue (Sarah she is beautiful but only when she is naked.. Ok that is a direct translation but it could implicitly mean bare/stripped of emotions)
Le corp tendue par ses grands airs,mes doigts collés à sa nuque (Her body uh.. stretched/tightened? by her grand manners, my fingers clutching at the nape of her neck. Ok this indicates that perhaps the first "nue" meant naked.)
Oh!Sarah,reine des femmes,devant elle je m'incline (Oh Sarah! Queen of women, before her I bow)
Car je peux voir ce matin un ange... (Because I can see this morning an angel)
Un ange (An angel)



It really sounds nicer in French, honest
GO DOWNLOAD THE SONG
SARAH - Kyo
Hello, I really shouldn't be here, considering I spent the past two afternoons in Gurney shopping.
Bought shirts! And a pair of shoes. Reebok. Weird since I'm normally Nike. I don't know. Felt like a change. They're a really nice purply colour and they're seamless so much easier to wear.

I need to write a really nice long orgasmic poem (not sexually stimulating but spiritually fulfilling if you know what I mean). I haven't had time. :( Soon!

Running has suffered

Hopefully it will come back with a vengeance

(but then I need to change)

Why does nobody understand?


(things are sticking out everywhere)



Erikson is my favourite psychologist, just because he's so bloody poetic. And so is William James. They have really brilliant quotes. So nice to remember and preach at people :D Especially my mother.

"The wisdom of old age remains aware of the relativity of all knowledge acquired in one life time in one historical period....."
Yep that's me to my mother.. Haha!

Ok.. Entropy of universe = Entropy of surroundings + Entropy of system
Entropy of surroundings = -H/T
...back to that I suppose
I've been through it so many times that I'm bloody bored


And it rained this morning
And coffee was so nice
+ huge bowl of food
YUM

Et en plus j'ai oublie beaucoup de choses que je savais.. Ma connaissance de la langue francaise s'est deteriore. J'espere que j'ecrive bien aux examens :(

(Je prie)

I love Kyo's song "Sarah"

Sarah, elle est belle mais seulement quand elle pleure
Quand elle voit sa mère au fond d'son verre
Et ce, quelque soit l'heure
J'ai vu tellement de feux éteints dans les yeux de Sarah
Et la peur des lendemains, bien cachée dans sa voix
Alors pourquoi moi?

On peut la voir sourire parfois depuis que son père dort
Il était bien trop triste et bien trop fort mais depuis qu'il est mort
Sarah sait qu'il existe sous les cerisiers blancs
L'espoir d'un reve égoïste de vivre seulement

Alors pourquoi moi?
Alors pourquoi moi?

J'ai eu la vie facile mais je n'servais à rien
Puis j'ai partagé sa peine,aujourd'hui je suis quelqu'un
Sarah,reine des femmes,devant elle je m'incline
Car je peux voir ce matin un ange dans ma cuisine

Sarah elle est belle mais seulement quand elle est nue
Le corp tendue par ses grands airs,mes doigts collés à sa nuque
Oh!Sarah,reine des femmes,devant elle je m'incline
Car je peux voir ce matin un ange...
Un ange



They're the most saddest beautifulest lyrics

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Quickie

Hello

Ok quick update

Day 1 I wrote ten pages about a dead fish
Bio Paper 1 I already got two questions wrong which is so idiotic!
Bio Paper 2: Data processing was just bloody shit. The rest were fine except I now can't get full marks for one of the essay questions -.-
Bio Paper 3: Fine excellent, hopefully the data processing answers have at least some of the crap I wrote. My favourite Bio part by far though. I wrote 26 lines about how annual rhythms are adaptive.
Math Paper 1 was bloody excellent. I think I got one careless mistake at the end since the guy said PUT DOWN YOUR PENS just as I spotted it. Hopefully it won't affect the Paper 1 too much. My favourite question was this:

Prove by mathematical induction that the sum of r(r!) = (n+1)! - 1

That was just awesome!

Then came Paper 2..
Ok front part fine, fine.
Question 11 fine..
...BLOODY QUESTION TWELVE
Question 13 first half fine, second half bye bye

STUPID STUPID Q12. It was so damn incredibly easy but I just didn't have enough time. No time! No time! 15 minutes to go! Panic! So cannot think. So wasted 18 marks. You know how much 18 marks is? 18 marks is 18 marks. Then making allowances for the other questions lets just say I get 30 marks cut off. That's 90 out of 120 times 30 to give me a bloody 22.5 % out of 30 % which is 7.5 % so thats maximum 92.5 then count all the other careless mistakes and PAPER THREE coming up Gosh I realllllllly hope I make the 7

7!
7!

LALALALALALALA




(only 0.2% of those who do IB get 45)





....fk

Friday, May 1, 2009

Morning

Can't wait for all this exam nonsense to be over
I NEED TO UP THE KMs !

Plans and Provisions:
50km a week is BASELINE
Recharge.
RPM classes at least twice a week (that means killing myself twice a week)
Let go and refuel (properly)
More 6 a.m. runs to avoid crowds
More frequently: 10 x 1.2 km of the square in Jesselton = 12km
Stopping to walk = failure = reset km counter to zero.
And at least a 10 km run under 45 minutes once a week.. GRRR
Want to get at least 3rd in this year's half-marathon!
(Marathons come when I am older. But at least one before 21.)

:)

YOU THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH CONTINENTAL SHOEMAKERS?
(no i'm not)
i'm BURNING WITH THE SLOW AND IMPLACABLE FIRES OF HUMAN DESPERATION
and I TAKE WHATEVER LICENCE WITH DRAMATIC CONVENTION IS CONVENIENT TO [MY] PURPOSES
hell yes


SENSE STRAND IS CODING STRAND YOU STUPID C J CLEGG