The dread that fills these fingers is an impenetrable dread. They feel heavy, weighed down: a metaphysical burden that manifests itself through flesh and skin and bone. There is an underlying aching; a certain yearning for an elusive dream. These fingers chatter noiselessly across the page but their silent speech ceases to hold any meaning; anything of significance.
The fingertips are calloused; rough like sandpaper. Fingernails, bitten down to the core. Pink and sickly yellow lies the puckered meat beneath. Like something ugly. Like something dying. And always that incessant throb, neverending - an extension of a deeper dissatisfaction within. Where is the connection, and how is it severed?
Fingers do their stuttering dance, but nothing is ever said.
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