Tuesday, December 15, 2009

The Lioness

she is draped
lazily over a warm
slab of grey
rock heated gently by the Sun.
eyelids half-closed heavy with the heat;
soft padded paw curled
almost like a fist.
and two spiraling flies
buzzing around her eyes,
caused a flick-of-the-tail
(or two).

she is Proud
like no other lion can be Proud:
for she is the Hunter,
the Gatherer, the Carer,
the Wise,
the Guardian, the Protector,
the Mother.

she watches as
her young frolic on the
burnt plains;
a smirk playing gently
at the corners of her
lips as she knowingly
observes those pale
brown figures hiding
pathetically behind
tufts of grass,

she almost Laughs

(do they think she cannot
see them in their
khaki shorts and
tourist hats?)

she lies unabashedly naked,
her golden fur glinting
in the light, she
needs no melodramatic
mane or roar -
for all her Power lies
in her stealth,
in her silence.

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151209

Monday, December 14, 2009

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I FIGURED OUT HOW TO ADD A COMMENTS LINK!!!!!! YAY!!!

Sunday, December 13, 2009

The Moth

she is pale like
moonlight,
like a white moth
fluttering in the night.
a fragile thing,
with broken wing,
as thin and torn as
frayed tissue paper.
(but inside her, I sense
a darkness,
a deepness,
a scarlet-crimson stain
from an unstitchable wound,

that bleeds.)

2023
131209 (thanks Daniel :P)

Thought.

Sometimes, broken things are the most beautiful.

Friday, December 11, 2009

I AM BACK

HAI
I'm home.
To be honest it wasn't such a bad experience. I guess everything was toned down what with the hype in the papers and all. But the trainers and facilitators were pretty nice and cool about everything. And it taught me quite a lot about team work. And I realised that despite all the crap in this country, I really love it and I am definitely proud to be Malaysian. There's so much about us that can't be found anywhere else. Don't worry, I'm not brainwashed - just more aware.

Feels good to start working out and drinking coffee again :)

Oh ya I beat all the boys in the 2km run (ya 2km, pathetic right?) and broke their all time record. 8:17! Hahaha.. But it was very hilly and SUPER windy and I didn't feel I was running that fast so I have a feeling the distance was less than 2km. That was part of their fitness test.

I tried absailing for the first time too.. It was pretty cool.

Ok time to go shower.. Will say more when there's more to say.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

HAI

WILL BE GONE FOR MOST OF NEXT WEEK AS IT IS REQUIRED THAT I ATTEND A BRAINWASHING CAMP ORGANISED BY JPA IN SOME FORSAKEN PLACE IN SEREMBAN CALLED ULU SOMETHING OR OTHER WHERE ONE MUST SHARE TOILETS AND USE A COMMUNAL BATH. I WILL PERISH FROM LACK OF RUNNING AND VEGETABLES. THIS IS HOW SCHOLARSHIP STUDENTS ARE REWARDED.

BAI :'(

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Seems like I haven't written in a while. Don't think I have much to say, really. Last week's mileage was a pathetic 60km. Looks like this week isn't going to be much better. Don't know what is wrong with my right hip flexor. I must run until there is nothing wrong with it. Been spending time feeding my fish in Happy Aquarium, making notes for Biomedicine, and redoing the exercises in my Math HL textbook. I swore I would burn it after IB ended but I'm quite enjoying all the differentiation and trigonometry. I want to leave but I don't want to leave. I'm comfortable with my gym and running routine but I suppose I really ought to move and get somewhere in life? Can't be just about food and exercise and shopping. I need intellectual stimulation. I need mental challenges.

I also feel like buying another pair of running shoes considering the fact that my Frees (both the 5.0 and 3.0 that I use for running) are SERIOUSLY falling apart. The pattern on the sole has been rubbed almost clean away and you can see the rubber almost half a centimetre thinner on the outside of the heel. And apparently, as told to me by several people lately, these shoes don't provide enough support, etc, etc, they are performance/race day shoes, etc, etc. Yah but I love feeling the ground when I run!

Decided to skip this morning's run. Must limit myself to 6 days a week I think. But a day without a run is so damn unproductive and I feel icky. Even with RPM and Pump later. It just ain't the same. What am I blabbering on about now. I want my third breakfast. Bai.